someone always has to say something

“but you know the sex is better
when it’s with someone you love…”

yes,

that’s right

we did.

*shh’s
and whatifs–

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1. If your doctor said you were pregnant, what would you do?
prepare
2. Do you trust all of your friends?
yea
3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
it depends
4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
it might as well
5. Name two things you would NOT tolerate in a relationship.
unhappiness,lying srsly
6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor?
hmmm dunno
7. When was the last time you snuck out?
nevr
8. Are you afraid of falling in love?
no
9. Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times?
evruone
10. Would you stop talking to your friends because you hooked up with a new person?
uh no that woudl b dummmb
11. When was the last time you flew in a plane?
may
12. What did the last text message you sent say?
dunoo that was long time ago
13. What features do you find most attractive in the opposite sex?
it depedns on the person. generally nice eyes and hair/facial hair are wodnerful
14. Fill in the blank. I like ________.
you
15. What are your goals in life?
to experience. to llive. to make love and art
17. When you get married, how would you envision your dream wedding?
:\ hmm just pretty that all i dnt rly like the way weddings look though
18. If you could say just one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
i love you
19. If you were to wake up from being in a coma for an extended
period of time, name some people you would call?
my parents my friends my family
20. How many kids do you want to have?
enough
21. Would you make a good parent?
def
22. Where was your default pic taken?
-
23. What is your middle name?
elizabeth
27. Honestly, what’s on your mind right now??
just hope
28. Are you musical?
no saddly
29. If you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?
nothing. it happened.
30. Shoe size:
7 or 8 wmns
31. What are you wearing right now?
pjs
32. Righty or lefty:
lllllllEFTY
33. Can you make a dollar in change right now:
sure
34. Best place to go for a date:
a meteorite shower
35. Favorite jeans:
whut
37. Favorite animal:
pigeon, dog, squid, jellufish…
38. Favorite month:
duno
39. Favorite juice:
ooooooooooooooooouooo peach or grapefruit or white grape or mango or all mixxed togtehtr
40. Have you had the chicken pox?:
ye
41. Have you had a sore throat?:
yes
42. Have you had plastic surgery?:
no
43. Who knows you the best?
sydnie
45. Do you get along with your family?:
yeaps
44. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
i shoudl
46. Ever been in a fight with your pet?
hahaha yyyyES
47. Been to Mexico?:
no
49. Did you buy something today?
no
50. Did you get sick today?
n
52. Do you miss someone today?:
well not rly but kifnof
53. Did you get in a fight with someone today?:
no
54. Did you have sex today?
nope
55. Last person to sleep in your bed?:
me
56. Last person to see you cry?
uhm…my mom
57. Who made you cry?
myself
58. What was the last TV show you watched?:
office
60. What are your plans for the weekend?:
haunted HIZZOUS

it is

sometimes it’s just like this is it
and you know that it is. and you dont feel the
least bit afraid, worried, dissapointed or upset.
you know this is all that there is and you find
that to be wonderful.

and i hope.
and i wonder.

these next few weeks have the potential
to be completely life changing.

and i hope
and i wonder

((potential energy to kenetic energy…PHYSICKS!))

bluhbluhishouldbedoingSKOOL

1. Who was the last person you slept in a bed with?
josh
2. Where was the last place you went out to eat?
hmm gondolas
3. What was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed?
wine coolrs D:
4. How many others have you cheated on?
0
5. What is more essential – a pretty face or a great body?
essential for what
6. What is the value of all the jewelry on you?
somewhere between 5&20$
7. Medicine, fine arts, or law?
artz
8. When was the last time you got a good workout?
a while ago
9. Best kind of pizza?
cheese. BANANA PEPPERS. black olives. spinach. pepper. mmmmmmmmMMMMMMMMMmmm
10. If you need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go first?
prolly jcp. obligated.
11. Where did your last hug take place?
front porch
12. What were you doing at 11:59 PM on Saturday night?
uhmmm playing MGS yyup
13. Are you a quitter?
pft. no…im like the energizer bunny. nothing can stop me.
14. Who was the last person you had in your room?
josh
15. Is your bedroom window open?
yea…why
16. Can you speak another language?
i guess you might say that
17. How about put your legs behind your head?
no
18. What is in store for your future?
evruthin. including; action, adventure, travel, art, comedy, and romance…yes…
19. Who do you like?
well…i love evruone
20. When was the last time you went dancing while under the influence?
never have done.
21. Do you have a job?
no
22. What is your favorite soda?
i like juice bettr
23. How many songs are on your iTunes?
200or so
24. When was the last time you spent something over $500?
well…never techniquely
25. Have you been through driver’s ed yet?
uhhhu
26. What will you be next school year?
freshmen in collegegejeje
27. Who is your favorite person to have a serious conversation with?
sydnie. josh. adam
30. Are you experienced?
hahahahahahahahahahaha no
31. Any historical figures that you envy?
nah, but there are pplenty that i admire
32. Describe what you’re wearing in detail?
that shouldnt be a question. i am wear
a rainbow sweater and jeans. wtvr detail
33. When you look to your right you see?
a wall
34. What do you think about people who party a lot?
that lifestyle isnt for me personally but if they truely enjoy it thats ok
35. Are you social?
it depeneds on who im with
36. What makes a perfect evening?
art. music. someone lovely to talk to.
37. Who was the last person to sleep over at your house?
josh+adammmama
38. iPod?
now, you need a verb
39. How often do you tan, if you do at all?
nevr hah
40. What was the last CD you purchased?
uhhhh duno
41. Have you ever been offered a job?
no, unless doing dishes raking leaves counts but i dnt think it does
42. What are two bands/singers that you will always love?
dunno, prolly none. but ive liked bright eyes for a rly long time.
43. Have you ever stolen anything off of a road?
not stole. took. ill give it back if you wanted it
45. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
uhmm josh prolly
46. What of the seven deadly sins are you guilty of?
…welllll

…..ANOTHER! YEZ

1. If I looked in your trunk, what would I find?
junk. hahahahah…. :\
2. Do you go to the bathroom with the door open or closed?
closed gr
3. Are your underwear and socks folded in your drawers, or just thrown in?
thrown
4. Sleep on your back or stomach?
bothish
5. Are you a cuddler?
ya
6. What would I find if I looked under your bed?
the floor
7. Something that happened today that has made you mad?
…nothing?
8. What were you doing before this survey?
scokolloollz
9. What will you do after this survey?
more skoolz
10. Marriage or living together?
dunno. take it slow
11. What are you wearing right now?
i already anwsered that
12. How many times have you been in love?
uno…
13. Does delabeling a beer bottle make you sexually frustrated?
wtf…no…does it to you?
14. Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
talktrrtt
15. Is there something you regret and wish you could take back?
i never regret anything. it’s done.
16. First thing you do when you wake up?
brush mine teth
17. Last person you told you love them?
my mom
18. Kiss with your eyes open or close
close
20. Last argument you got into?
uhmm with syd about ca hahah
21. Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles?
no…maybe… >.>
22. Why do you like the person you like?
because he’s lovely and interesting
and i like learning from him and he makes me happy
and blahblahblah…
23. When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep?
no. if do its for lik 5mins
24. If you were given the chance to take care of a monkey for a weekend, would you?
sure why not
25. What is the current advertisement on the side of the screen?
0
26. What are you looking forward to in the next few months?
autumn leaves, halloween, bright eyes concert. period. DEF

27. When will you turn 50?
when i feel like it.
28. Are you ticklish?
uhhuh
29. Where do you wish you were right now?
right here.
i would appriciate it to be the 30th, with knowledge of the previous weeks
30. What song are you currently listening to?
boy with a coin
31. Have you ever passed out from drinking?
no haha
32. If you caught a significant other cheating on you what would you do?
hit them. haha i dunno. but itd be a good reason to…
33. What time did you wake up this morning?
10?
34. Do you have any cousins?
mhmm
35. What makes you laugh?
evruthin
36. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
josh.
37. What is the WORST subject they teach in school?
noe of them are bad. wtf
38. Where do you plan on living when you grow up?
somehwere nearby
39. What was your dream this morning?
we were in a van that was a school bus and being driven off to a rly far place
and then syd and i saw someone being arrested and so the guy started following us and adam drove up in a tiny car wit a whole bunch of other ppplz in it and i grabbed syds hand and we piled in a VVVVVVVVV crowded baxckseat to exssaped
40. How many times have you seen your favorite movie?
uhm i dunno what my fav movie is. ive probally seen it once or huindereds of times
41. Where was the last place you traveled?
downstairs? mn st? boone? define traveled
42. How was your past weekend?
wonderful and then terrifying. i will not explain
43. What is your current favorite song?
uhm not know
44. Why are you doing this survey?
fele like it
45. What is the best ice cream flavor?
grene tea.
46. Do you think you are attractive?
sure
47. Is someone on your mind right now?
no ish…i dunno
48. Can you say the alphabet backwards?
it takes a bit but yes
49. Do you worry about how you look?
sometimes…yes.
51. What color is your toothbrush?
white and blue and greeen
52. Do you like the beach?
mhm
53. Can you whistle?
no
54. Would you do anything for that special someone?
indeed
55. Do you know who Stewie Griffin is?
should i?
56. Do you have any plans for today?
ill go to the gallery
57. Have you ever thought a friend could be more than a friend?
hahaha…what? like is it possible? yea duh

close calls

and now im scared out of my mind.

im so
serious.

terrified.

RETURN TO OZ

hav you ever seen that movie? c’mon, you muuuuust have.

anyway. AUTUMN LEAVES WOOOOOOTUUUERYEURUERUHFHFFHFHFHHHF
fh. this yr is gonna be even bettr than last yr. does that video game booth-dude usually have sega consoles?s CUASE I M BUYING ONE. i want to play streets of rage golden and sonic 2 and mortal commmmmmmmbat.

josh had to play MGS for a bit to get me past the End cause i was afraid to hahah i am a videogame-weakling. owellz. RARARRRRR you guyys ar right it rocks. and ever since the end essploded, i love him.

close call

we were so close
to so many things,
espeically each other.
closer.