artist

i just love art so much.
i want to be an artist.
i neeeeeed to be an artist.

(fyi. I PEEKED at my christmas gifts. hehehehehe i cnt wait for christmas omgo bullet)

pnted

i hav been doing not much.

hanging out wit that boy that i do i do love
and sleeping and trying to ge tthings done! i have
been so occupied. not busy. there is a huge difference
in the shades. and i’ve been trying to paint and see the\
beauty. girl i know what you mean, sometimes you forget
how to see properly. but im trying. itll be ok, it just takes
time to get a state of mind. i just need to draw read be alone
im sry. i i i i i i i i i need to SEE!!!! and with that pencil, record

oh, my sweet rapture.

sdjueuee

Chapter 1: Personal

Initials: MEC
Middle name: Elizabeth
Birthday: may4
Birth Place: san diego, ca
Current location: bedroom
Height: 5’1”
Hair length: longish
Eye color: blu
Piercings: 1/2”ears, septum, lip
Birthmarks: hip, other hip, left cheek

Chapter 2: Family

Do you live with your parents: mhm
Do you get along with your parents? yes
Are your parents married/separated/divorced? married
Do you have any siblings? little sisterrurur
What pets do you have? 5 dogs, 3 cats, a rabbit, tadpole, guinea pig, hamster, 2mouse, and a gerbil
What are there names? holly, jewel, oscar, jack, jo(JoChu, Fatcat, the Furry), jake, godzilla, lua, beavis, penny, clementine, theodore, the nameless mouse and adeline/SHAKE, haha

Chapter 3: Favorites

City: mta, dummie. ashville is nice thou too
Season: i lik em all
clothing brand: uhm dunno. hommeade
Color: yellawo
Number: none, infinity

Chapter 4: Do You …

Sing in the shower? somtims
Write memos on your hand? my wrist
Call people back? hall’a back y’all. omg
Believe in love? mhmm
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? my bed is not made of sides. it is objective
Wear glasses or contacts? i should but nope

Chapter 5: Have You Ever…

Gone skinny dipping? noo
Worn braces? no
Broken a bone? nope
Had stitches? hmm nope
Punched someone in the face? not fur srs
Skipped school? yea
Taken painkillers? like asperine yea
Gone SCUBA diving? noo, i will
Been stung by a bee? yes ::(
Thrown up in a restaurant? i dnt think so. actually prolly yes.
Been to overnight camp? yeas
Written a letter to Santa Claus? duh
Had detention? no hahahha
Been sent to the principal’s office? hmm no
Been called a bitch? yeas XD

Chaper 6: Who/What was the last..

Person to IM you? adam or zach
Person to call you? joshshsh
Person you hugged? joshs
Person you tackled? josh
Thing you touched? papersz
Thing you ate? coffee counts right
Drank? coffee
Thing you said? pick it up when it rings”, or something like that

40 RANDOM questions:

Last call recieved
joshua

Last call made
joshhsh

CURRENT:

What are you doing:
well this. i should bedoing school.

What song is playing
Hip Hop- Dead Prez

Watching
nada

What is your background?
huh

FAVORITE:
Type of pizza
cheese & bananana PEPPERS YUMYUMYUMYUMYUMYUYU i dnt rly like pizza thou, just gimme the peppers. i eat

College basketball team
uhm dunno wtf

Shirt that you own
lala duno grey one. or smething dsnt matter

OTHER RANDOM:
Whats the time
12:03ppm

Whats the date
112807

Whats the day
wednesday bby

Do you own more than 5 tv sets
i guessnot

Do you own a toaster
yeas

Do you own a house with 2 floors?
3 flrs

WHAT DO U THINK OF WHEN I SAY

Jump
5 0.0 omg

Love
oh, that boy

Bed
sleep

Food
yom

&&& it was a secret

you will learn how to help yourself.
it will break your heart, and it will make you strong.

waterss

the water is not the tide
it is the ebb. the flow. there is a river.
i am waist deep. i decided not to fight.
just let it take me

i fell asleep

i dreamt my mom was giving
me a box of tampons with the hammer and sickle
symbol on the box. i woke up after that. it was 6:07

when we talked

i don’t think you are beautiful
because you are a slut. you are
beautiful because you aren’t afraid
to give away your love.

you aren’t like them
that’s why.

someone always has to say something

“but you know the sex is better
when it’s with someone you love…”

yes,

that’s right

we did.

*shh’s
and whatifs–

sdjkfhfhfhfhfhfhf

1. If your doctor said you were pregnant, what would you do?
prepare
2. Do you trust all of your friends?
yea
3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
it depends
4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
it might as well
5. Name two things you would NOT tolerate in a relationship.
unhappiness,lying srsly
6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor?
hmmm dunno
7. When was the last time you snuck out?
nevr
8. Are you afraid of falling in love?
no
9. Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times?
evruone
10. Would you stop talking to your friends because you hooked up with a new person?
uh no that woudl b dummmb
11. When was the last time you flew in a plane?
may
12. What did the last text message you sent say?
dunoo that was long time ago
13. What features do you find most attractive in the opposite sex?
it depedns on the person. generally nice eyes and hair/facial hair are wodnerful
14. Fill in the blank. I like ________.
you
15. What are your goals in life?
to experience. to llive. to make love and art
17. When you get married, how would you envision your dream wedding?
:\ hmm just pretty that all i dnt rly like the way weddings look though
18. If you could say just one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
i love you
19. If you were to wake up from being in a coma for an extended
period of time, name some people you would call?
my parents my friends my family
20. How many kids do you want to have?
enough
21. Would you make a good parent?
def
22. Where was your default pic taken?
-
23. What is your middle name?
elizabeth
27. Honestly, what’s on your mind right now??
just hope
28. Are you musical?
no saddly
29. If you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?
nothing. it happened.
30. Shoe size:
7 or 8 wmns
31. What are you wearing right now?
pjs
32. Righty or lefty:
lllllllEFTY
33. Can you make a dollar in change right now:
sure
34. Best place to go for a date:
a meteorite shower
35. Favorite jeans:
whut
37. Favorite animal:
pigeon, dog, squid, jellufish…
38. Favorite month:
duno
39. Favorite juice:
ooooooooooooooooouooo peach or grapefruit or white grape or mango or all mixxed togtehtr
40. Have you had the chicken pox?:
ye
41. Have you had a sore throat?:
yes
42. Have you had plastic surgery?:
no
43. Who knows you the best?
sydnie
45. Do you get along with your family?:
yeaps
44. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
i shoudl
46. Ever been in a fight with your pet?
hahaha yyyyES
47. Been to Mexico?:
no
49. Did you buy something today?
no
50. Did you get sick today?
n
52. Do you miss someone today?:
well not rly but kifnof
53. Did you get in a fight with someone today?:
no
54. Did you have sex today?
nope
55. Last person to sleep in your bed?:
me
56. Last person to see you cry?
uhm…my mom
57. Who made you cry?
myself
58. What was the last TV show you watched?:
office
60. What are your plans for the weekend?:
haunted HIZZOUS

it is

sometimes it’s just like this is it
and you know that it is. and you dont feel the
least bit afraid, worried, dissapointed or upset.
you know this is all that there is and you find
that to be wonderful.

and i hope.
and i wonder.

these next few weeks have the potential
to be completely life changing.

and i hope
and i wonder

((potential energy to kenetic energy…PHYSICKS!))